I have a hard time thinking about why things never work out between you and I. Even after you leave me every single fucking time for someone else, I still take you back. I guess I just need to come to terms with the fact that in this case, we aren't going to be together. At least not right now. I want to be with you, Eric. I love you with all my heart. I am willing to give us my all. But you have to want it. I guess you aren't ready. But you will be. In time. And I'll be waiting. But for now, I guess I will just burn. And think about what used to be, until it becomes what is, again.